「would you marry me?」

kirahita @ 2008-04-13T22:09:00

2008-04-14T08:14:11Z

033. Flirt, Yesung/Kibum

Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 745
A/N: This is a very new style that I experimented with, and I don't really like it. This is also a shortened version of the original, because I lost my inspiration, and if I continued any further, I would have to up the rating.

Started: 12.01.07
Progress: 003/100 [I fail, I know.]

Dedicated To: linhxisxrisque

A small moan escaped swollen lips as another pair of lips nipped and bit while hands roamed over burning skin. Hands tugged and ran through shaggy black hair as teeth scraped reddened skin and another pair of hands slipped under the fabric of clothes, the moans increasing in volume with every stroke.

This was how it always was with a certain Kim Kibum and Kim Yesung, with said older male leading. This submissive side of Kibum was shown only to Yesung alone in the privacy of their rooms, blocking out all outside distractions. The only thing that mattered was each other.

But Yesung could never have enough, and more sooner than later did he want his lover to lead, but his lover declined. This brought them to the kitchen, bickering in hushed voices.

“Why won’t you lead once in a while?” Curious.

“I just can’t, Hyung.” Defiance.

“Why not?!” Knitted eyebrows. Eyes slitted.

“I can’t.” Eyes averted.

Their small argument was broken by Eeteuk’s voice echoing through the small apartment that it was time to leave for their variety show shooting.

“Fine. I’ll just have to solve this problem some other way. And trust me, I will solve it by today.”

Rebellion.

And with that, Yesung got up and left a speechless Kim Kibum alone at the kitchen table. It wasn’t long before the younger male followed his sunbae, getting into the van with him, no words passing between them. Yesung immediately moved to sit with Eunhyuk, leaving Kibum next to a sleepy Donghae.

Kibum glanced around the vehicle, and the first sight his eyes were met with was Yesung, hanging off of Eunhyuk, arms wrapped tightly around him, chin on the other’s shoulder, mouth attached to his ear, gently nibbling on it.

Jealously inundated his mind at the scene before him and he turned his away, staring out at the passing scenery, trying to block the image from his minds. That proved to be unsuccessful as he heard the almost non-existent low moans of Eunhyuk.

The ride went on, and soon, all was silent. Kibum’s curiosity got the better of him and he turned around to check on Yesung, but soon regretted it, immediately turning back to the window. He tried to block the image of Yesung and Eunhyuk, the older nuzzling the younger’s neck.

Time inched by, or that's what it felt like to Kibum, as more of these flirting moments happened in which Yesung grinned and winked at Hankyung, or when he placed his hand on Donghae’s thigh, letting it linger there longer than it should have for an “accidental touch.” All of these things - these small miniscule things - were all noticed by Kibum, and the smaller the acts of affection were, the more jealous he got.

By the end of the day, Kim Kibum was completely infuriated. He briskly walked into the kitchen where he saw Yesung, his legs draped over Sungmin’s, flirting with the younger male.

“Enough.” Anger.

“Eh?” Confusion.

“Come here. Now.” Forceful. A tug at the wrist.

At that, Yesung was promptly dragged into his room and not two seconds had he been in there was he shoved against the wall and had Kibum’s angered eyes staring into his surprised ones.

“You’ve been flirting all day with everyone and I’m sick of it.”

“Well, I told you that—“

Yesung was abruptly cut off as lips roughly covered his and arms pinned his to the door. Kibum pushed his tongue through Yesung’s lips and invaded the other’s mouth, battling for dominance, which he won, gaining a soft moan from the older man.

The kiss was broken and a groan of disappointment made its way through Yesung’s lips. He didn’t have a chance to complain, however, for he was dragged and thrown none to gracefully onto the bed. Before he even had a time to register what was going on, Kibum was on top of him, teeth were biting and sucking at his neck, hips grinding against his. But what he didn’t notice were the small metal objects that Kibum deftly put around Yesung’s wrists.

A loud moan left Yesung and as he moved his hands up to return the favor to his younger love, he was stopped by cold metal. Tugging at his wrists, he found that he couldn’t move them, and that’s when he realized he was handcuffed to his bed.

Kibum grinned – almost sadistically – and Yesung almost regretted flirting with the others to make Kibum like this.

Almost.

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Well, that sucked. Sorry, all. The ending was horrible, and the style. Gah.

And, I know it was awfully cheap of me to make my challenge fic as your present, Linnie, but what did you expect? It all just sort... fit. >_> And I did offer to buy you stuff, but you didn't want me to!

I hope you enjoyed it, and I promise I'll write you another one. ♥

Happy Birthday, Linnie. ♥♥

like a song on constant playback.

2008-03-28T02:23:33Z

SONG POST. COME DOWNLOAD. NAO.

My song post ~~of my life~~ for the year. And, because I think I need to exploit my full Japanese blood sometime this century, all of these are Japanese songs, so feel free to look under the cut and download. Just, you know, leave a comment of "Thanks" or something, because it took me forever and a decade to upload and organize them.

Oh yeah, and please, direct other people here too, I don't want these links to go to waste. :3

The 110 songs below are:
•Listed by artist in alphabetical order.
•Artist names and song titles are how you see them, exact spelling and all ~~because I'm anal like that~~.
•Artist names are in bold and underlined ~~because I know of a certain someone (my sun) likes it that way~~ for your convenience.
•Romanization of artist names and song titles are in brackets, and obviously, are not part of the original titling.

And, yes, it's a really random compilation of music. I just went through my whole iTunes library, and drag and dropped my them into a folder. I'm just trying to "infect" someone with Japanese music, so to speak.

(I have come to realize that I like songs that are syncopated, yet have a mellow feel, but I'm not exactly sure if that shows up here. Probably not.)

Finally, songs with suns [☀] next to them next to them are those that I most recommend (and are also known as, my favorite songs. Ever.). The songs with stars [☆] means that those are really beautiful (or catchy), I just never really got attached to them. (Hopefully, your computers are compatible with my trendy symbols. D:) Regardless, they're all great songs.

Enjoy.

SUN: I really hope you didn't download everything yet. Internet was being slow, so it took A LONG TIME for me to upload. D: ~~But I have three ZIPs.~~ All of them are up now. :3

http://www.mediafire.com/?mz0bttzjjj0
http://www.mediafire.com/?vtj1vd20s0j
http://www.mediafire.com/?zyj3tqnjwlt
http://www.mediafire.com/?yj2j20jtda0
http://www.mediafire.com/?fsctkjtdg2d
http://www.mediafire.com/?o2yll3msb4i
http://www.mediafire.com/?gdaex2ytg3y

Sorry, dear, but everything is pretty unorganized in the ZIPs. D:

AAA
SUNSHINE

abingdon boys school
Innocent Sorrow

aiko
シアワセ [Shiawase (Happiness)] ☀

Aqua Timez
千の夜をこえて [Sen no Yoru wo Koete (As 1000 Night Pass)]

ASIAN KUNG-FU GENERATION
Re:Re: ☀
遙か彼方 [Haruka Kanata (Far Away)]
リライト [Rewrite] ☆
ループループ [Loop Loop] ☆

Bivattchee
太陽の真ん中へ [Taiyou no Mannaka he (To The Center of the Sun)]

BoA
Every Heart

Chemistry
Wings of Words ☀

Cool Joke
UNDO

Crystal Kay
Motherland
こんなに近くで。。。 [Konna ni Chikaku de... (Just Like This, Up Close...)]

Do As Infinity
深い森 [Fukai Mori (Deep Forest)] ☀

EXILE
SUMMER TIME LOVE ☀

FLOW
COLORS ☆
DAYS
GO!!! ☆
KANDATA ☀
Re:member ☆
SUNSHINE 60
再見 [Saiken] ☀☀
流星 [Ryuusei (Shooting Star)]

FUNKY MONKEY BABYS
Lovin' Life ☀

HALCALI
Tip Taps Tip

Hearts Grow
ユラユラ [Yura Yura (Wavering)]

hitomi
I Am

HOME MADE 家族 [HOME MADE KAZOKU]
Thank You!!
少年ハート [Shounen no Haato (Boy's Heart)]
流れ星〜Shooting Star〜 [Nagareboushi~Shooting Star~ (Shooting Star~Shooting Star~)] ☀

K
Only Human ☀

KAT-TUN
喜びの歌 [Yorokobi no Uta (Song of Joy)]

Keno
おはよう [Ohayou (Good Morning)]

Kids Alive
僕らの冒険 [Bokura no Bouken (Our Adventure)]

Kimeru
Make You Free

KinKi Kids
Bonnie Butterfly ☀
Harmony of December
夏の王様 [Natsu no Ousama (Prince of Summer)]

L'Arc~en~Ciel
Link ☀
LOST HEAVEN ☆
Ready Steady Go

LAST ALLIANCE
疾走 [Shissou (Sprint)]

little by little
悲しみをやさしさに [Kanashimi wo Yasashisa ni (Turning Sadness Into Kindness)]

melody.
realize
So Into You (Japanese Version)

MONGOL 800
小さな恋の歌 [Chiisana Koi no Uta (Song of a Small Love)] ☀☀

NANA
消せない罪 [Kesenai Tsumi (Unerasable Sin)]

Nightmare
the WORLD ☀

ORANGE RANGE
＊～アスタリスク～ [Asuterisuku (Asterisk)]
イカ SUMMER [Ika SUMMER (Fake SUMMER)]
イケナイ太陽 [Ikenai Taiyou (Bad Sun)] ☆
お願い!セニョリータ [Onegai! Senorita (Please! Senorita)] ☀
チャンピオーネ [Chanpioune (Champione)]

OLIVIA inspi' REIRA (Trapnest)
Starless Night

Raiko
ALIVE

RSP
Lifetime Respect -女編- [Lifetime Respect -Onna Hen- (Lifetime Respect -Girl Version-)] ☀

See-Saw
あんなに一緒だったのに [Anna ni Issho Datta no ni (We Were So Close Together)]

Siam Shade
1/3の純情な感情 [1/3 no Junjou na Kanjou (1/3 True Feelings)]

Strawberry JAM
希望峰 [Kibouhou (Cape of Good Hope)]

SUEMITSU AND THE SUEMITH
Astaire ☀

T.M.Revolution
INVOKE ☆
Meteor ☀
White Breath ☀
ZIPS ☀

TOKIO
宙船 [Sorafune (Sky Ship)]

UVERworld** ☀☀☀ [download all of it.]
D-technoLife ☀
CHANCE! ☀
Colors of the Heart ☀
just Melody ☀
君の好きなうた [Kimi no Suki na Uta (Your Favorite Song)] ☀
SHAMROCK ☀
51% ☀
シャルマンの裏 [Sharuman no Ura (Behind Charmant)]*** LYRICS AND TRANSLATION ☀☀☀☀
endscape ☀
浮世CROSSING [Ukiyo CROSSING (Crossing the Transient World)] LYRICS AND TRANSLATION ☀
Roots ☀
counting song-H ☀

WaT
ウエンツ瑛士 [Wentz Eiji] - Awakening Emotion 8/5 ☀
小池徹平 [Koike Teppei] - 君に贈る歌 [Kimi ni Okuru Uta (A Song For You)] ☀

YUI
CHE.R.RY

YUKI
星屑サンセット [Hoshikuzu Sunset (Stardust Sunset)] ☆

アンジェラアキ [Angela Aki]
Kiss Me Good-bye
サクラ色 [Sakura Iro (Colors of Sakura)]

絢香 x コブクロ [Ayaka x Kobukuro]
WINDING ROAD

いきものがかり [Ikimono Gakari]
HANABI ☀
コイスルオトメ [Koisuru Otome (Girl in Love)]

稲葉浩志 [Inaba Koshi]
Overture ☀

安室奈美恵 [Amuro Namie]
Four Seasons

大塚愛 [Ootsuka Ai]
HEART
PEACH ☆
プラネタリウム ☆

真崎修 [Osami Masaki]
Dream Believer ☀

越前リョーマ (皆川純子) [Echizen Ryoma (Minagawa Junko)]
Dreaming on the Radio ☀

黒沢健一 [Kurosawa Kenichi]
PALE ALE ☀

小林沙苗 [Kobayashi Sanae]
キラ [Kira (Sparkling)]

コブクロ [Kobukuro]
蕾 [Tsubomi (Blossom)] ☀

高田梢枝 [Takada Kozue])
秘密基地 [Himitsu Kichi (Secret Base)] ☀☀

高橋瞳 [Takahashi Hitomi]
青空の涙 [Aozora no Namida (Tears of the Blue Sky)]

玉置成実 [Tamaki Nami]
Reason

石井竜也 [Tatsuya Ishii]
River ☀

テゴマス [TegoMasu]
キッス～帰り道のラブソング～ [Kisu ~Kaerimichi no Love Song~ (Kiss ~A Love Song on the Way Home~)] ☀
キミ + ボク = LOVE? [Kimi + Boku = LOVE? (You + Me = LOVE?)] ☆

不二裕太 (富田真) [Fuji Yuuta (Makoto Tomita)]
Blood

プルタブと缶 [Pull-tab to Kan])
WONDERFUL DAYS ☀

ポルノグラフィティ [Porno Graffitti]
アゲハ蝶 [Agehachou (Swallowtail)] ☀
メリッサ [Merissa (Melissa)]☀

レミオロメン [Remioromen]
３月９日 [Sangatsu Kokonoka (March 9th)] ☀
粉雪 [Konayuki (Powdered Snow)] ☀

ユンナ [Younha]
ほうき星 (Houkiboushi (Shooting Star)] ☆

和田光司 [Wada Kouji]
Butterfly ☀

**The reason why UVERworld's songs are not in alphabetical order is because I really want everyone to see how their music has progressed. I'm getting a soft spot for their band.

***"Charmant" is the name of an apartment complex that one of UVERworld's members used to live in.

If you see an artist whose song isn't up here, or you just want a certain song in general, request it by leaving a comment. There's a good chance I might have it in my 3741 song-filled iTunes library (then again, maybe not). Well, regardless, just ask. A maximum of five songs per request though, but I highly anyone will request anything. At all.

Bai bai,
Kurosuke,
(your accomplished star)

another song(s), another playback.

2008-03-28T00:56:05Z

In my frantic search for songs in my compilation of my upcoming song post ~~of hell~~, I downloaded UVERworld's new album PROGLUTION, meaning Pioneer to Revolution. You should definitely download it, it's lovely. And I mean it. It kind of has the feel of an Epik High album, not in the music sense, but with the fact that their are "Intermissions" (though not bluntly stated), and it's kind of cool when you listen to the album by given song order.

And, so, I was looking for translations, and because I don't find myself worthy of translating such beautiful lyrics that were written by TAKUYA∞, the main vocal of UVERworld, I'm taking them. With proper credit, of course.

シャルマンの裏

しなきゃいけない事全部忘れて　一人フラリ散歩
たまに、まっいいかって歩いてみる
シャルマンの裏の堤防の遅めに咲く桜が綺麗で
息巻いて飲んで見とれた　オレンジ色に広がる町の景色

思い出の場所が今日も消えてた
少しづつ空ろいて行く

町は色を変えて留まんない景色移り変わり
置き忘れた想い出はその場を発つ
あの日のままがクラシックな場所
昔と違って忙しいフリが町を歩いている

住む町が変わっても同じ
部屋の窓を開けて見える空港　接ぎ張られた鉄板が空を飛ぶ
早送りで進む毎日　鳴り止まぬ携帯24状態
それで内心　いつのまにか　忙しいフリで歩いてた

育って見慣れたあの町と
引き寄せられて今住む町の
オレンジ色ん中を
飛行機雲が繋ぐ

僕の空回りの気持ちは今此処で変える
置き忘れた携帯も、まっいっかって言えずに
何も変わらん　それもクラシック瞳に映る
締め付ける思いが夜空に舞ってく

全てのために膨らました心と景色
良かったことまで　なんで空ろいて行く
いつもの散歩道がつぶやく　ここんとこ最近
必要なかった感情や物が増えてきたな

僕の空回りの気持ちは今此処で変える
いらなかった物に支配されてゆく
ネットに吐き出した文字が人の心を刺す
メールが肉声をこえる気持ちは伝えずに

忙しいフリも気遣うフリも心の内容
いらなかった感情を僕は覚えていく
昔と一緒それもクラシックフリは捨てていこう

置き忘れた携帯は今日はもういらない

Behind Charmant

Forgetting everything I've got to do
I go out aimlessly walking alone
Sometimes I just say, "Whatever," and walk
The late-blooming cherry blossoms
On the embankment behind Charmant were beautiful
And I swallowed my rage and just stood enthralled
At the orange-tinged view of the town

Today another place full of memories disappeared
Little by little, it's fading

The town can't help turning colors in the changing seasons
The memories I'd left behind leave that place
That place was classic back in the day
I walk through the town pretending to be busy like I never had before

Though the town I live in changes
I can still look out the window and see the airport just the same
Fused-together iron plates fly through the sky
Every day passes in fast-forward
My cell phone never stops ringing 24/7
But still at some point, in my heart
I was pretending to be busy as I walked

That familiar town where I was raised
And the town I live in now which draws me
Are connected by the vapor trails in the orange sky

I feel like I've been spinning my wheels, but I'm gonna change that now
I forgot my cell phone, but I won't just say, "Whatever"
Nothing's changed and that's classic, too, reflected in my eyes
The feelings that squeeze my heart flutter down from the night sky

My heart and the scenery swelled up for everything
Why does even the good stuff fade?
The usual walkway mutters, "Something's different lately"
I've gained so many needless things and emotions

I feel like I've been spinning my wheels, but I'm gonna change that now
I'm being controlled by things I didn't want
Words thrown up on the net pierce people's hearts
E-mail surpasses the human voice, but doesn't express emotion

Pretending to be busy, pretending to worry, those are the details of my heart
I'm learning emotions I didn't want
Just like before, that's classic, so I'll throw away the pretense

I don't need that forgotten cell phone today

Charmant was the name of an apartment a member used to lived in.

Credit: Megchan @ Megchan Lyrics

浮世ＣＲＯＳＳＩＮＧ

ありのままが素敵だと　言ってくれたことが　嬉しくて　嬉しくて
Knock knock knock Knock knock myself
We're on the crossing to choose

A・lo・lo・lone
時代と文化のパイロン　この平成生き抜く為には
死ぬ気で行かなきゃ　神の力作も　行き先なくした子羊

A・lo・lo・lo・lo・lone
退屈な毎日なら　タイムオーバーロス
でもまぁ良いや　まぁ良いや
気にしないようにして

全てはその心意気でしょ?
太陽はいつも僕の上にあるよきっと

ありのままが素敵だと　言ってくれたことが
嬉しくて　嬉しくて
Knock knock Knock　knock　knock
自分一人が戦ってると思ってたんだよ
それぞれ何か抱えて　この平成と向き合っているんだ
向う場所が浮世離れでも　今はもう迷うことはない
We're on the crossing to choose

A・lo・lo・lone
世界に生を受け　浮かれ
第三惑星から　15時代の2000年
神の力作も　彷徨う鎧の無茶振り

A・lo・lo・lo・lo・lone
希望に満ちていたはずだろ?　Where did I go wrong?
自分が嫌　もう嫌って　ふさぐ心にくれた
「内面の弱さも外見もこの世に一つしかない君の個性だろ」

ありのままの自分が好きになれない事が　悔しくて　悔しくて
knock　knock　knock　knock　knock
嫌いだったこの弱点も強さに変えていこう
「自分なんかに出来ない」　なんて
そんなこと思いたくない
描く明日が浮世離れでも　僕はもう迷わない
We're on the crossing to choose

何度だって振り返って生きていけばいいだろう
変わって行く事だけが大切じゃないよきっと

ありのままが素敵だと　言ってくれたことが
嬉しくて　嬉しくて
Knock knock Knock　knock　knock
自分一人が戦ってると思ってたんだよ
それぞれ何か抱えて　この平成と向き合っているんだ
向う場所が浮世離れでも　今はもう迷うことはない
We're on the crossing to choose

AH　素直に　生きたいだけなのに　複雑な時代だな

Crossing the Transient World

Frankly to be called great makes me
Really happy, really happy
Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock myself
We're on the crossing to choose

A-LO-LO-LO-NE
A pylon of the times and our culture, for the sake of living through this era
If we go on with this dead feeling, even god's creation becomes a lamb with no direction

A-LO-LO-LO-LO-LO-NE
If everyday is boring Time Over Loss
But well its fine, well it's fine
Try not to think about it too much

Everything comes from the spirit right?
The sun is surely always above me

Frankly to be called great makes me
Really happy really happy
Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock
I always thought I am fighting alone
Everyone is carrying something while facing this era
Even if our destination is a place separate from this world, now I'm no longer lost
We're on the crossing to choose

A-LO-LO-LO-NE
The world favors life, go loose
From the third planet, the 15th era's year 2000

Even god's creation is swaying around unguided
A-LO-LO-LO-LO-LO-NE

Has the hope already expired? Where did I go wrong?
I myself am reluctant, I'm already hating, becoming the obstacle in my heart
"Your inner weaknesses and outward appearance are both part of your unchangeable personality"

Frankly you not liking me anymore is really distressing really distressing
Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock
Let's change this hated weakness into strength
Something like "I'm not really ready yet"
I don't want to think about these things
Even if the tomorrow I've drawn is separate from this world, I'm no longer lost
We're on the crossing to choose

It's great no matter how many times you live it right?
Trying to change is definitely not the important thing

Frankly to be called great makes me
Really happy really happy
Knock Knock Knock Knock Knock
I always thought I am fighting alone
Everyone is carrying something while facing this era
Even if our destination is a place separate from this world, now I'm no longer lost
We're on the crossing to choose

Ah, honestly, although I really only want to live, it's such a complicated time

Credit: blackrabbit2999 @ blogspot

"シャルマンの裏," or "Behind Charmant," I thought, has really beautiful lyrics. The song plays on a really powerful, true theme. Then again, that's just me. I think TAKUYA∞ is amazing. Enjoy. :3

Bai bai,
Kurosuke

kirahita @ 2008-01-06T22:48:00

2008-01-07T09:02:06Z

059. The Same Old Thing, Eeteuk/Yesung

Rating: PG / slight PG-13 [if you squint]
Word Count: 902
A/N: Wow. It's been forever since I've posted anything. Sorry about that. I've been having a loss of ideas. Forgive me?

Started: 12.01.07
Progress: 002/100 [Sad, I know.]

Archive

A gentle sigh escaped soft lips as Park Jungsu – also known as Eeteuk – stared out the fogged window.

With a hand in his hair and a mirror in the other, he rocked the chair back on its spindly hind legs, which creaked with every movement. Humming softly to the melody of “First Snow” that floated into his shared room, he twirled his fingers through his locks of golden brown hair while focusing his attention back to his twin in the small piece of glass.

The young male set the chair onto the floor on four legs and placed the mirror back onto his worn-out desk. With a stretch and a yawn, he got out of the wooden chair and shuffled into the overcrowded living room, filled with his “children” (all who were now wide awake at ten-thirty in the morning on their first day off), and into the serene peace of the kitchen.

As expected, there was one person there. As expected, that same person was sitting at the undersized kitchen table. As expected, that same person was sitting in the exact same spot drinking from the same coffee mug, with that same concentrated expression.

Eeteuk leaned against the countertop as his curious eyes surveyed that same younger male sitting before him. Wasn’t he bored of sitting there every morning, following the same routine, doing the same thing every day?

As he was about to ask himself another question, said subject of musings looked up with a questioning expression, tired eyes flickering with curiosity, asking the older man an unspoken question.

Smiling softly, Eeteuk shook his head, whispering nothing more than a, “It’s nothing,” and an, “Enjoy your coffee,” before walking out of the room.

It was another day. And the next few days continued on, seeming as though the days were following a set schedule.

Eeteuk awoke to the sun rising and rubbed his eyes, dragging himself to the window. It can’t be that late, he thought and checked his cell phone. It was.

Walking into living room, he was surprised when it was void of sound. He blinked. That’s odd.

He shuffled into the kitchen, and almost didn’t want to look, subconsciously afraid that he wouldn’t be there, but, lo and behold, there he was, the constant of his day, Yesung.

“Why aren’t you still sleeping, Sungie?”

“I couldn’t go back to sleep after I woke up.”

“Oh.”

Eeteuk poured himself some coffee and sat across Yesung, who raised an eyebrow. “Are you feeling okay?” he asked, placing a hand on the older male’s forehead.

“Yeah, I'm pretty sure. Why?”

“You never do this.”

“Do what?”

“This.”

Eeteuk stared confusedly at his dongsaeng before it clicked in his head. “You mean sit down with you?” He was awarded with a nod. “Well, doing the same old thing isn’t... fun.”

Yesung blinked questioningly before shrugging.

The room became silent, and the only noise heard was the soft sipping of coffee.

“Sungie,” Eeteuk paused. “Why do you do the same thing every day?”

Yesung stared into the black liquid, and Eeteuk wasn’t sure if Yesung heard him or not, so he decided to repeat his question again, but the moment he was about to speak, Yesung did.

“Because it’s nice.” There was a long, silent pause before he took a deep breath and continued. “ Because I don’t have to worry about the world beyond me. I don’t have to worry about scandals, breakdowns, and change. I don’t need to worry about whether or not we’ll still be Super Junior in the next few months, or break up and make up random sub-groups. The only things that matter when I’m here are coffee and my thoughts,” he answered, finishing definitively.

Eeteuk was at a loss of words. He didn’t know what to say, so he didn’t. All he did was reach across the table for Yesung’s hand and held it, silently hoping that Yesung understood that he understood.

This new unofficial schedule continued, and they would talk about a multitude of things, joyous or depressing, sometimes have small talk, or just have comfortable silence hang between them. It would end when "Umma" was being called by another member, or when they drank all the coffee up, and Eeteuk would just smile, softly tell Yesung that he would see him later, and walk out of the kitchen, leaving Yesung to his thoughts once again.

Today, for Eeteuk and Yesung, was a comfortable silence day. Now who was the decider of the days, Eeteuk wasn’t sure, but it was sometimes nice having silence before a busy day. Eeteuk was gently holding Yesung’s hand (it became some sort of ritual between them), and sipping his coffee. Minutes passed between them, and before both of them knew it, they had drank all the coffee.

Placing both their cups in the sink, Eeteuk turned around to face Yesung with a smile. “Today was fun, as always.” He paused. “So, I guess I’ll see you around.” With that, he turned around and started to walk out of the kitchen.

“Wait.” Yesung grabbed Eeteuk’s wrist, and as the other male turned around with surprise in his eyes, he placed his lips on top of Eeteuk’s, wrapping his arms around his waist. Eeteuk, in turn, wrapped his arms around Yesung’s neck, burying his fingers into shaggy black locks.

As Yesung pulled away after an unknown amount of time, Eeteuk, face flushed and eyes confused, dazedly asked, “What was that for? It’s… new.” Eeteuk was hoping Yesung understood that he was trying to tell him that it was different from their normal schedule, because his mind had shut down somewhere between Yesung's tongue pushing into his mouth and the younger male's fingers slowly inching their way into his pants.

Smiling, Yesung replied, “Doing the same old thing isn’t fun.” And with that, he backed Eeteuk against the table where he could continue, and hopefully start, a new routine.

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Wow. That was awful. Really.

Sorry for the changes in the styles, this was written at very different times, and I completed it after reading angsty fics about Eeteuk and... yeah. And the ending seems rushed. D:

BUT! If you didn't notice ANY of that, then, ILU. Yay. ♥ And if you did, then ILU anyway. :D

Thank you for reading this ~~very lame fic~~! :D